No matter what size trip we have taken, no matter how much fun we've had, no matter how perfect the trip has been, we always seem to have a nervous breakdown during the last hour of our drive home. It's a phenomenon that doesn't restrict itself to the kids either; there's a lot of whining going on, which means irritated grown-ups, the pee breaks increase (followed by a plea to hold it until we get home), the driver's back is aching, I enter some sort of catatonic state while trying to hold it all together and to top it all off, everybody's butt hurts. It's quite miserable, really.
That's what our home is like right now, here on day 28 of our Eating for Africa. What started off as a fun experiment full of food challenges and laughter has turned into a whiny, are-we-there-yet, pain in the butt!
Something we've been working as a family is to memorize the book of James. James is a book full of advice for Christian living. We're not gotten very far and in fact, we've spent this whole month in the same place:
"Consider it pure joy my brothers when you face trials of many kinds because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking in anything."
Pure joy during trials? I confess that I'm not there yet. Okay, I confess that I'm far from there. Perseverance at this point in the game feels a lot like gritting my teeth. I've wondered if my discontent is a sign that we have acted outside God's will in our food experiment or if I'm even equipped to go share the gospel in the first place. Discontent turns me into a whiny kid in the back seat rather than the driver behind the wheel. Suppose now would be a good time for a rousing chorus of "Jesus take the wheel." Please, please Lord, take the wheel.
I've tried to avoid self-indulgent blog-rants here in the end because after-all, we chose this path. My memory might be getting fuzzy, but I'm almost certain it was my idea to begin with, so why complain? It's been a good trip. I guess we're just ready to get out of the car.
- Julie
P.S. This last picture is of our van in Uganda. We use a small fleet of these vans to move the team around during our trips.
